once upon a dream

CHERAS WAS AWESOME!

i was way more tiring than i thought but we still had fun in the process of serving God and helping the wild children.

there's this indian boy called jonathan or jonathon, he is SUPER FUNNY AND CUTE!

HAHA.

then jojo and people went crazy over some guys and it's like i don't see what so GOOD ABOUT THOSE GUYS! They are just normal guys that are normally nice?

anyway, hannah is so cute! :) haha.

and isabel is in love :D

and alicia and i love green underwears! HAHAHA.

I REALLY WANT AN ELECTRIC GUITAR.

and i'm like obese shit cos i've been eating and not exercising or training.

and the day after tomorrow, i'm leaving for phuket!

so i don't even have time to exercise.

AND I GOT AN OUTBREAK OF PIMPLES. UGH. sucks, i don't get pimples that easily.

HAVE TO TOTALLY CONTROL MY DIET NOW, it's seriously depressing.

and yeah, made more friends learnt more about others, managed to serve God, and it was a really really great experience.

i'm so going next year :)

Labels: whooh water :D

♥ 8:01 PM

so many things,

so little time,

but it doesn't matter if it isn't for God right?

Labels: off to cheras :)

♥ 9:29 PM

I CANNOT BE MORE PISSED OFF WITH MOSQUITOES AND FLIES AND INSECTS THAT STALK ME.

UGH!

♥ 10:28 PM

today was sickening.

i stayed home all day

until i felt so sick of indoors, i went down to swim.

but while swimming i almost fell asleep.

i was like half dead then.

i swear i could have just slept and drown in the pool.

so i stopped at only 20 laps. ugh.

then i slept for like hours after i showered.

today was just really..ugh..sickening.

i felt so sick the entire day,

like just waiting for that fever or something to come.

i better not get sick,

there's so many things coming up

and so many things to do.

whether i want to or not.

gahh.

my room is dusty cos i packed it only halfway last week and stopped.

and i honestly really don't feel like continuing.

shall force myself to tomorrow.

and i need to buy a guitar stand that isn't too expensive.

Labels: i hate construction. noise pollution's increasing.

♥ 7:46 PM

supposed to do things today.

but i'm tired.

and SUPER BORED.

and feeling...um..what do people call it?

sian? like salty. haha.

ugh. my eyes are so painful.

and i'm damn bored.

but too tired to go for a run right now.

shall sleep and go for a swim and run.

♥ 1:04 PM

sore throat.

and i'm a bad leader

with really horrible leadership skills.

i just can't lead you know.

like i don't speak up and out.

and i don't like bossing people around that way.

and i often screw things up.

but i'm just doing all these for God.

and since aunty dot put me in charge.

i tried my best.

turned out...

well, fine i guess

was bad and good at the end.

i hope the dances turn out well.

and that we'll all be able to dance out the

message behind the songs too.

and i hope that the kids will learn to accept Christ into their hearts.

preparing for the mission trip was quite an experience.

learning how to deal and react to different people and situations

there are many out there who are really caring

and i really thank God for them.

so i'm really just going to try my best,

for God's glory.

♥ 11:37 AM

gosh.

I HAVE NO IDEA WHY MERCY IS RINGING IN MY HEAD.

all that happened was i heard it once in a shop i was shopping at today.

and awesome, it's stuck in my head now.__.

anyway, shopping with my foxy mama was awesome today! :)

bought shoes, pants, jeans, some textbooks for next year, little cute shampoo bottles and devotional guide for next year! :D

today is cool.

today is like, i-got-so-many-things day :)

actually, it should be like this everyday.

i'm so blessed.

♥ 10:28 PM

OHMYGOSH.

I THINK IT'S THANKSGIVING DAY.

so yeah, i shall be really thankful

and list some of the things i got this year(well, mostly second half of the year)

- many accessories

-bagpack

-wallet

- nike sport shoes

- nike jacket

- nike bottle

- clothings

- converse sneakers

- handphone

~ FRIENDS & FAMILY & GOD'S LOVE

anyway, today's a good day

although i've only been at home,

and only time i when out was to jog and swim.

but yeah, today's cool :)

today's BALANCED.

because it hardly ever is.

*i'm thinking of watching a perfect getaway since a christmas carol 3D was quite a bummer.

Labels: is the apparent usually contrary to the truth?

♥ 7:27 PM

i did it, i actually feel accomplished today :)

it's different today. you know.

like i got off my lazy ass.

and it wasn't really that that made me so happy.

it's probably God's joy,

something i think i never really felt for a long time.

and it's unexplainable and great:)

like today, i actually exercised not totally for the sake of

being healthy or losing fats.

but i actually exercised for the enjoyment of exercising. O:

it was really enjoyable to swim and run today.

like i swam.

it was relaxing, peaceful and windy and quiet, and just nice, you know.

and then i came home ate lunch, rested, attempted to paint my nails, failed.

fell asleep for like 15mins.

and then i went to run.

AND OH MY GOSH.

for the first time in a really really long time,

i actually loved it.

yeah, not like, LOVE.

and it wasn't even like one of my best times or places i went to run.

it was at the boring ol' canal.

and IT WAS TOTALLY NOT BORING TODAY.

i was happily running.

cool right?

then i realised.

you know, i always train feeling so...UGH.

and always run feeling so...ARGH.

so yeah, today was cool.

i ran because i genuinely wanted to. O:

other days are just like,

i have to, my conscience will feel so fat if i don't.

and yeah, self discipline.

today, i didn't need SELF DISCIPLINE TO DRAG ME OFF MY FAT ASS TO RUN.

so it's really nice to realise the cool thing about running and swimming.

you know, everyone should try to enjoy it.

especially swimmers and runners,

who i believe,

don't often enjoy it.

i slowed my pace down in life today.

took time to observe,

took time to listen,

and took time to smile to strangers.

i usually run, as fast as possible.

finish as fast as possible so

i can come home and slack.

but you know, today's just a whole new day,

it's different,

it's relaxing,

it's just nice for me to appreciate God's creation,

just nice for me to see God's love for me.

Labels: brand new eyes

♥ 5:03 PM

okay.

so Ben's gone to malaysia,

and it's actually going to be boring without him.

i mean, IT'S THE HOLIDAYS.

ALOT TO DO YET NOT MUCH.

so i'm going to be pretty bored today.

and i can't get him to run with me today! ):

so i'm running alone..

and maybe swimming with mum at night :)

these are the things i NEED to do:

- pack my room

(which i still don't have the courage to)

- grow taller!

(i have no idea how)

- read alot of books

(psycho-ed myself into believing that reading will make me become alot smarter.)

-get tuition for something

- finish my schoolwork: math, chinese and literature.

(try to read abit of the chinese book, or browse through with Willy's help(: )

- have better stamina, RUN EVERYDAY OR SOMETHING :D

(find some better place to run so i don't get bored of running at the same place everyday.ugh)

- be healthier

(eat healthier food and stop snacking so much!)

YAY. DONE. HOPEFULLY I CAN ACCOMPLISH THIS BY CHRISTMAS :)

*except for the schoolwork thing. probably wouldn't be able to finish.

♥ 11:26 AM

train,

to have better self discipline.

it takes self discipline,

to train.

Labels: it's a circle a mean cycle

♥ 11:41 PM

ARGH.

♥ 11:20 PM

i fell down again today.

haha, and scraped my knee.

i'm seriously like injury prone or something.

total klutz.

claire's getting me a box of plasters for christmas.

hopefully it's coloured:)

have so many things to do.

and time flies when i'm having fun.

raawwrrr, i don't want school to start.

people can become such freaking bitches at times.

but like, it shouldn't matter anyway..

anyway, totally bored because

i'm ignoring the whole list of overwhelming things i've to do this holiday.

and it's going to kill me hard the last week of holidays.

awesome.

and i'll never understand why people backstab each other to climb up the social ladder.

and i just know i wouldn't.

because ironically, it kind of drags them down.

and because; if it's hard to believe, whatever. i'm actually nice.

Labels: laughing rids me of the pain.

♥ 9:19 PM

the stupid injuries are hurting more than expected.

i guess it's just a result of being clumsy and a gymnast.

well, i'll enjoy it while i can.

♥ 12:22 AM

paramore kicks ass live.

went running, then dance, then swimming today.

wasn't exciting and fun but yeah, enough to keep me alive for the day.

today we finally finished the cheras dance! :D

i mean, the first dance!

yay. awesome.like finally:)

now i just have to get ben to cut the music and stuff for me!

anyway, i'm actually kind of tired,

but i think i'm going to do my math assignment.

gosh, math can get so annoying,

although sometimes it's also

a remedy that's alot more effective than sleeping pills.

Labels: raaawwrr. math. raawwrrr ):

♥ 8:23 PM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oOCUYryi5qs

Labels: gay:)

♥ 10:55 PM

today i finally went to Sentosa.

it was fine until it started raining.

at first it was fine, then it became like

a thunderstorm.

so i decided to seek shelter with the rest too.

then, it was really really cold.

anyway, it was actually still fun.

i mean, except the boring parts

where we were like just sitting around

doing nothing because of the rain ):

but it was fun playing with the sand "mudpie" .

haha. like it was cold and squishy and

you could kick the lumpy sand around!

and i learned how to play volleyball better:)

and i became closer to some people,

like people i never knew could be so fun to be with:)

and yeah, hopefully i'll go sentosa soon again

and it wouldn't rain.

well, kind of miss sara now!

and i really hate math man.

and school.

raaawwrrrr.

i hate studying ):

i hate to say this but, i think it's time to start doing my homework.

Labels: i feel so...you know. different.

♥ 10:29 PM

but it's so hard, and you don't know, at all.

♥ 10:47 PM

great, going to sentosa after training tomorrow :D

just when i felt like going there.

but there will be so many people going...oh well.

anyway, the ace learning thing isn't working! ugh.

how do they expect us to do our online work when it's like not even like working?

raaawwrrrr. HATE HATE HATE SCHOOL.

like only 5 weeks more til school reopens! SUCKS.

time flies when i'm enjoying myself.

actually, i'm not really enjoying myself alot.

but, time just flies when i'm not in school or training.

anyway, going to run at Dairy Farm Quarry later

with Justin, Tian loong and isabel.

no sure if anyone else is coming for now.

but we're suppose to take it slow today._.

haha. anyway i havent jogged since like..ages?

since like a week ago? i'm going to suck.

when i stop running for a week, i think i can't run anymore.

hahaha.

i've been so so so bored.

i think those around me would have been killed by my texts,

i keep texting them how bored i am.

i should really stop that. hahaha.

well, nothing much to post anymore.

still bored.

Labels: blogger still sucks

♥ 11:44 AM

i'm waiting for the meteor showers,

and i really feel like eating fish & co.

but i can't and i shouldn't beacuse i'm supposedly on a diet that's not exactly working.

Labels: plans. they fail.

♥ 12:09 AM

okay.
i totally have short term memory loss or something.
i've been walking from place to place today,
and when i reach the place,
i totally can't remember what i wanted to do!
omg, my brain's dying.
i'm freaking out.
maybe it's just because i was doing math and
somehow math destroyed some parts of my brain
which involved remembering things :/
sucks.

♥ 4:56 PM

i think i need the beach right now

♥ 4:02 PM

raaawwwrrrr !
i'm dying of boredom.
schoolwork is boring.
training is boring.
the computer and tv are also getting boring.

Labels: talk to me.

♥ 3:44 PM

why is the weather so cold tonight?

i actually kind of like it :)

anyway, i think i should play the guitar more often:)

and, there's training tmr morning.

sucks.

i really dont enjoy training anymore.

other than the flips and somesaults, HATE GYM.

i'm bored right now.

so many peoples' birthday are in november!

argh! i'm going so broke buying presents that i've no money for christmas presents.

i dont know why i feel this way but i do.

i try but i can't.

don't bother even thinking about it, ugh.

Labels: the rest is history?

♥ 10:06 PM

IT'S PARAMORE BABY, HOW CAN YOU NOT LOVE THEM?

♥ 9:36 PM

it's just that they are awesome.

not been doing much this few days.
have to seriously start doing something useful.
like packing my room or training harder.

Labels: mundane. ugh.

♥ 2:49 PM

if only people realise the lonely.

♥ 10:12 PM

awwwwwww!

http://vimeo.com/7397324

♥ 10:14 PM

woah.

Labels: O:

♥ 10:03 PM

i feel unbelievably unhealthy. shit.
i've to set some things right now.

♥ 8:19 PM